Saturday, 28 February 2009

• the final one..
  

  
  thank you for the last day u spend with me..this should be the official one since you said that day wasn't official..it was nice being with u again, talking to u like how we used to talked during the high school time..
  
  it was an awkward beginning..we just meet each other, say hi and nothing else..actually i wasn't ready to see you..not ready to see you face to face..in the morning, i couldn't imagine u sitting in front of me..even when we sat down at the cafe, it was still awkward..we both asking each other what to talked about and ended up nothing..was supposed to go back 15minutes later..i really thought u still couldn't move on and i don't want u to be in that way..so i thought the meeting was supposed to enlighten u by answering your questions..after that, thanks to u, u broke the ice..and make me almost cry by asking those questions..wasn't supposed to cry that day, i promised myself that before i went and see u..
  
  u suggested to watch a movie after some talks..i agreed and we went to the car..and we started to talked in the car..=.="!and then we burst into tears and u started to tell me things that happened to you after the break off..we change to another cafe later on and talked again..after some time later, u suggested to watch a movie..=.="""""!!!!!
  
  watched Benjamin Button, which u watched before..u slept on my shoulder, just like how u used to..that movie make me cry so many times, not that it was saddening, ok, thrs some part which i cried coz it reminds me of something, but other than that u know y i cry for..all thanks to u, u made me cry again..even until now, still got few drops here and there..
  
  after that, u send me home..it was late for u..luckily i did not agreed on following u to Alcon's house as you ex-gf, just as u suggested..
  
  overall, thanks for the day..i hope that u get a good sleep since that day..thank u for being caring and understanding..don't let your anger on yourself..don't drive aggresively, u r not yong anymore..remember to set alarm for everyday, utilize ur hp..don't spend unnecessarily..study hard & work hard,guess i don't need to ask u to play hard..i won't be there to nag u anymore, so don't complain that i always nag u..after that break off, i thought of few things that u would do but u didn't..and,i thought u would have deleted my pics since thats the first thing u would do everytime, but u didn't..
  
  thre are many things u influence me..from the english that i talked to being independent..anyway, all the best in everything you do..remember you still owe me battery and Muar trip pictures and i still owe you a bunch of DVDs..
  
  here's a few pictures of us throughout the 5 years ever since we know each other..
  
  

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
   
  ::2006-2009::
  
  
   
  ::August 2007::
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  ::2004-2005::
  
  
  
  ::Today::
  
  
  

  to all my friends/our friends who have been trying to save back our relationship/friendship, thank you so much..we are fine now,i hope..we are friends now..yesterday was the end of everything..won't be meeting him for a period of time, we need time to heal for the memories that came back yesterday..thanks for the concern..
  
  
  
  

  takecare, love ya!
  
  
  

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